What it feels like to fall asleep.

Late at night the sun was still awake,
We all knew that this had to be fake.
The bright light in the midnight sky,
My hopes, my dreams
A sign that they have all passed me by.

My colored walls fade out to grey.
My music my in my ears, like a sad movie,
it continues to play.
My closet, door wide open and bare,
why is it so clean, why is nothing there?

The black hole that sucked up the sky
I saw my reflection, Am I to die?
My eyes were devoured into my skin,
My face slowly melted and then caved in.

The ligts go out, the sun sank into the sea,
Suddenly I am running but I cant move my feet.
The nurse takes me by the hand and pulls me into,
Into that room. That unfammiliar place, with is filthy,
dark, gaudy goom.

The doctor comes in and he shines a bright light on my skin.
I feel scared and nervous, my heart sinking in.
He pulls out the needle and stabs into my skin.
My whole body shutters, eyes flicker then it all goes dim.

"Proffesor here's my paper" well I just can't win.
Punishing me for something, well im not sure what I did.
They all start to look at me, heads roll.
Some laugh at my discomfort as others keep hushed souls.

The walls collapse and the deep trees touch my skin,
Curious as to why i'm here. The deep jungle, the forest
it takes me in. White roses and cornflowers all along the way,
They are leading me, to this abandoned home.

Alarms sounding off as something in the kitchen there burns.
The bedroom was rotten and dirty, the furnuriture all in disaray.
Tables upturned and chairs with broken legs.
The paint on the walls was chipped and torn away.

The light hardly worked, It flickered and then dies.
Thats when suddenly soaked in sweat and tears,
I opened my eyes.