I hate that nobody see's. There is so much that I hide and once it spills over my lips, gushing out you still refuse. Ive told you the things that I have done. The hurt and pain that I have cuased, Yet im never fully at blame. Im not as innocent as I come off to be, I need help. I'm not me...


Breathe.
That's what I said.
Then filled with violence, I grabbed all the hair on his head.
Breathe,
Don't be loud.
Think of who you are now, Think of how proud.
That our father would be, If only he could see..
The monster that's become of me.

I took his hips and dug deep withing the bone and his soft skin.
Prying at flesh, with harsh fingertips.
Lungs were burned from acid leaking out of me.
Failed struggle with no room to scream.
Deaprted lips and and a broken jaw.
Beaten and broken, Throat rubbed raw.